SHE LET GO ~By Rev. Safire Rose~ “She let go. Without a thought or a word, she let go. She let go of the fear. She let go of the judgments. She let go of the committee of indecision within her. She let go of all the right reasons. Wholly and completely, without hesitation or worry, she let go. She didn’t ask anyone for advice. She didn’t read a book on how to let go. She didn’t search the scriptures. She just let go. She let go of all the memories that held her back. She let go of all the anxiety that kept her from moving forward. She let go of the planning and all of the calculations about how to do it just right. She didn’t promise to let go. She didn’t journal about it. She didn’t write the projected date in her Day Timer. She made no public announcement and put no ad in the paper. She didn’t check the weather report or read her daily horoscope. She just let go. She didn’t analyze whether she should let go. She didn’t call her friends to discuss the matter. She didn’t utter one word. She just let go. No one was around when it happened. There was no applause or congratulations. No one thanked her or praised her. No one noticed a thing. Like a leaf falling from a tree, she just let go. There was no effort. There was no struggle. It wasn’t good. It wasn’t bad. It was what it was and it is just that. In the space of letting go, she let it be. A small smile came over her face. A light breeze blew through her. And the sun and the moon shone for evermore.”
How often in our lives do we strive for the answer or struggle to push onward when everything in us wants to surrender? Surrender meaning not “giving up”, but instead resting in the place of strength and courage that it takes simply to let go and find out what is underneath all of the striving, angst, control and fear.
The quote above reminds me of how awareness can expand and possibilities arise once the walls come down and the striving and struggle stops. Once the ego stops fueling the mind and the quest for answers becomes something that is less for security and more for being willing to rest in and act from the being of who we are. Trusting that being…
I remember a very powerful dream that I had quite some years ago during a time that I was teetering on the edge of simply letting go or hacking my way through the challenges that presented and proving to myself that “I could do it”. In this dream I was walking with many others along a trail out in nature and we were all traveling towards a “university of higher learning and knowing”.
I noticed that some had come with equipment – ropes, backpacks and such – and was curious about why. As we drew closer to being able to see the “University” in the distance we came to an abrupt halt where the path apparently ended and a cliff with a very steep drop was right before us. I watched as others put on climbing gear and started repelling down the dangerous slope. A few fell, others became injured and many made it down to continue on their journey.
As I stood at the cliff side filled with fear and indecision about whether I wanted to go on or not and if so how I would go about it, my thoughts hit a point of stillness, a full breath arose, and I was guided to look to my left. There in full view was a continuation of the path which meandered through the forest out into open valley and right to the doors of the “University”.
Sometimes we are challenged to strengthen the knowing of who we are by moving through obstacles and barriers in our lives. When these challenges become a means to “prove ourselves”, versus inhabit ourselves more fully, then there is a decision to make. In this dream I made the decision to take the path to the left.
Not out of fear of the challenges on the cliff side or having to prove that I could do it, but out of a place of letting go into my breath, into the moment and being curious enough to wait and see what would unfold. There is no right or wrong decision to have made in this dream….and perhaps you will find even deeper meaning for yourself….yet it was in simply letting go and becoming curious that it became clear what my choice was to be.
….and the sun and the moon shone forever more.
Gaye Abbott, RYT assists individuals to drop the layers that cover the natural innate blueprint we came in with and reveal, through a combination of evolutionary energy work, Jin Shin Jyutsu, Reiki and breath re-patterning, the larger purpose and co-creative expression that we are here for.
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